I don’t know what to say or write right now,
but it’s no big deal; I’ll figure it out,
later I suppose when I’m laying down
and thinking back to what I’m writing now,
maybe I’ll even cry?
But like I said, it’s no big deal…
It’s just one of those days,
where something inside feels tight
and gives off a sickly feeling in my throat.
I’m expecting to do what I always do,
which is cry after I say,
good night to my sister and her husband.
But it’s no big deal,
the crying I mean,
but Cris still made a fuss, and asked me not too.
“Why are you mellow, sweetie?” he asked.
I told him I didn’t know.
It’s just one of those days
Putting me in one of those moods.
©Marie Meyers, 2013